
I have one of the Johns speak this line during 'Whore Works'; this along with, 'I need to stop selectively whoring myself out', represent half of the conception of this entire play.
I was having brunch with a friend 2 years ago at Columbus Circle when she said this precise thing to me. Being way too literal minded for my own good, I of course queried for clarification. She responded, 'Well, I keep going out with these guys and they buy me dinner and take me out and show me a good time and so I f^ck them... but do I enjoy it? No; it just makes me feel like a whore. It's even worse when I get horny and meet up with someone just for the sex; they act all casual and comfortable and fun at first but as soon as they shoot their load it's like- 'why are you still here?' I might as well have them pay me if it's going to be so- you know? At least I would be getting something out of it. Hell, I'm sure a whore is treated better than that. I should really look into that; whoring. If I'm going to have mediocre sex, shouldn't I at least be paid for the trouble; you know?'
Of course all I could offer to that particular diatribe was a rather limp, 'Stop having sex.' Yeah right; 'Stop having sex.' Sex is like cocaine. Really really good Honduran cocaine that your brother's compadre gives you for free for the first 3 months and then starts charging you up the ying-yang like crazy once you're good and hooked. Of course you can't afford it, of course you can't just stop, of course it's never as good as the first snort, but you keep buying because- because and when you can't afford the good stuff, of course you go snorting around for the cheap crack. Regardless of where you end up getting it, you always pay for it, one way or another in the end.
This is of course a terribly cynical way to look at sex, (though an all too accurate portrayal of drug addiction) but as my dear friend said, 'We all of us play the whore at some point in our lives.' Whether it be selling ourselves short for a tepid lay to assuage our primal needs, or feeling like a piece of meat for the hot lay that treats us like death warmed over once it's done, reducing those previous sexy feelings to wretched self loathing, some one is always buying or selling, giving or taking, and it's very rarely a pleasant exchange. The birth of 'Whore Works' comes of that exchange. The Tart is obviously an enterprising young fellow, but he's also a sensitve and perceptive man who wants just as much as anyone who engages in sex to have happiness which doesn't end with an orgasm... it's just that he's more honest with himself about the possibility of finding that which is to say, that he doesn't trust it or even believe that 'it' exists.
'Why bother with sex if I'm not going to enjoy myself? It sort of feels like work after a while anyway, and if it's work, shouldn't I at least be paid? I'm just one more gaping hole for you to plug; after you're done I won't matter any more than the condom will; my very existence will be wiped from your mind along with the cum... if I'm going to take your load I'm also going to take your cash; equivalent exchange. You have needs and I fulfill them. So pony up; I want your cash...' This is the subtext of the Tart for many of his encounters, or at least this is what he repeats to himself ad nauseum to help keep it clear that what he is doing is just a job, and he does need that clarification from time to time... Sometimes the Tart forgets himself, and forgets why he's really there... the same way we all do. We're there to enjoy ourselves... it just doesn't seem to be very much fun. Does that mean we didn't pay enough for the ride?
-Juan Michael